Apart for a bit, but not gone. Working steadily on things and will update soon..

Been an interesting time of reconsolidation and creation. This time of year is always a time of drawing within and focusing on reorganizing self and space. Some people do "spring cleaning"..mine always begins starting August-ish, and culminates in a plan of sorts by the end of October. That for me is the beginning of the harvesting of the old goals and the re-evaluation and resetting of goals for the upcoming cold season and into the summer.
I have reclaimed relearning a language that I walked a… Continue

The brain does strange things at 4am. I guess, with all the things that have happened in the last 2 years, its made me really start looking at things differently.. so, yet again, another take on the world in my head. I wonder, where's all that youthful exhuberence and passion I remember having. I seem to have lost it along the way. I remember when everything mattered, A LOT. I rememeber knowing what I wanted and how exactly I was going to achieve it. I remember this feeling of hyper awareness an… Continue

I sometimes wonder, at odd moments at work, or sitting reading a book ect.... where our thoughts and fears some from. Ok, I know, some fears make sense: IF you've been bitten by a dog, you might be nervous or afraid of dogs. IF you've almost drowned, then fear of open water makes sense. These are more about fears that don't seem to make any sense, and thoughts that seem to come out of nowhere from the point of view of logic. Ok, so that's the basis of "irrational" fears and "irrational" thoughts… Continue

I have no idea how things are going to shift. It is beyond me how things are going to change, but I knew that they will. It is certainly that there are a lot of transitions and transformations in the wind right now. It seems impossible, but there are so many changes since Dad Passed in nove. Mom, and her learning how to live on her own. Me keeping my balance, both of us moving, raising kids, trying to carve out time for myself to be able ot create, one row at a time if need be. I know, new job,… Continue

Well, I'm part of 4or 5 groups here, and i've had a REALLY tough time getting time with any of them recently...I have been doing some writing still.. lots of snippets in bunches. I've also got a programme on my memory stick that is working well to keep the extra snips and the journal entries going, since i seem to be doing better typing lately than writing.
I haven't gotten very far on my "go for the goal"..but I am spinning, so hopefully the yarn that is currently being created with go to one o… Continue