Visitation Dreams

[Cynthia]

My favorite dreams are where I am visited or get to visit with a loved one on the other side or here on the earthly plane. My most recent is a cousin who showed up several times in my dreams so I emailed her since we hadn't talked for a while...she said she never sees me so she had to visit me in my dream to say HI : )

[Barbara Ann Storrier]

[Lin Neiswender]

That is so beautiful and moving, Barb, what a treasure...

[Barbara Ann Storrier]

Yes, I just found it over at DS Reiki Circle ... there are a lot of nice meditation links there. I'm hoping one day soon to get a lot more into Reiki :)

[Lin Neiswender]

Me too- keep me posted, OK?

[Cynthia]

I like this video a lot! I'm going to have to watch it a million times...I agree with the statements about love...I've tried to live my life that way...unfortunately I have been burned many o'time...that is what the "doozy" in my life is...I don't like to do this but I spent a week burning bridges with my husband and his family....I just couldn't take it any longer...I'm sad...I better watch the video again (but I have to say I wasn't malicious...everything I said was TRUTH and came from LOVE...I just coulnd't stand the unspoken stuff about things past that everyone knew about, discusses in small groups, everyone is affected by, and destroys happiness for everyone *especially my kids* on a daily basis...it was enough...) *big sigh* In-laws! I opened a can of worms, let the cat out of the bag, spilled the beans, shook up the joint and whatever other little sayings apply!!! Pray for me : O

[Barbara Ann Storrier]

Rocked the proverbial boat! Oh my, how COULD you?
I'm not one to burn bridges if I can help it at all. But sometimes it has to be, when it's harming you and your loved ones to continue the relationship!

No wonder you're feeling down, Cyn. But you did what was right for you at the time, and I'm sure it took a lot of tolerance to put up with the masquarade as long as you did.
Stick to your guns and don't worry, if it was the truth, well, the truth sometimes hurts ... but it is the right thing.

[Cynthia]

Thanks for the encouragement ladies...well guess what...it was all lies....at least part of it, things my husband said his family said and felt about me were all lies...so send him the angels and prayers because if someone is that sad on the inside, that empty that they would use thier family and hurt thier family to try and stir some emotion must really be a sad person. Luckily for me....most of my friends locally are therapists! *tee hee*

[Jules]

Just remember The truth always outlives a lie.

[Lin Neiswender]

You got the prayers, Cynthia. Speaking your truth is healing, even if it stirs things up around you for awhile. Hang in there. Work it out through your art work.

[Mary Hicks]

Hey, Cyn - Sorry things are rough right now. And mud season, to boot! The wind doesn't help much, I'm guessing...

Someone told me a long time ago something that I tell myself when things like what you're going through happen. "All you can do is the best you can do." So, if everything you said to people was in truth and love, then you were doing your best.

I'll tuck you into my pocket. Be well. Hang in there. Be you. Be your best. XO